WELCOME TO
MY WORLD
You made it all the way here!
To my little online portal that I have worked so diligently to form into a representation of my inner being. Giving zest, life and color to a digital blopp on a screen is quite a job, but I do enjoy diving into everything that allows me to express myself creatively and give life to what lives inside of me.
Describing myself is an interesting world of thought to tap into as the voices of importance inside me seems to change as I do. I have been wanting to detach myself from labels as best as I can during the past year as I see how easily it can place us into a box of "This is who and what I am" defined as - which can prevent us from experiencing ourselves more fully. In reality we are all infinite worlds of creative potential which have the possibility of becoming what we desire - through devotion, will and creative action. When I keep my ideas and beliefs of who I am open to exploration without clear definition - I am opening up to a vast sphere of learning and creative expansion.
Scroll down to read about my journey!
10 years ago I made a decision to start walking a path of truth. Before this I was living most of my late childhood and young adulthood in dishonesty and I rejected the true voice of my inner world for many years as I was afraid it would cause me pain. I believed I would not be accepted and loved if I was honest with myself and others. Showing my true self (which I was deeply disconnected from) was very hard for me. This in turn resulted in me having a late childhood/early adulthood filled with unhealthy relationships and traumatic experiences. When I started becoming aware of this shadow I decided to make a change which initiated a long journey of self-discovery and search for my inner truth! This is a journey that have challenged me to grow immensely! It is constantly asking me to look deep within myself and meet what I am being presented with through the eyes of a student along with a deep desire to understand the inner depths of existence. I now seek to deepen my connection with, and awareness of, my Soul and the great mystery of life through cultivating a personal relationship with the Earth Mother and by using my creative channels as a medium for expressing the truth that has awakened in me during my years of inner and outer exploration.
Choosing truth means that I am devoted to deconstruct every pattern, belief and illusion that is separtaing me from the eternal light of oneness and that I strive to experience myself and this life consciously connected to that source.
Truth can only be fully known from within - I see the importance of actively engaging with and attentively listening to the inner world and diving into the full spectrum of my inner being to understand myself in this world. The path of truth acknowledges the teachings of darkness and light and I strive to unify my inner polarities as I learn about them.
I am a devoted student of nature and have intimate relationships with plant and nature spirits. I call my endeavours with the plants for Plant Mysticism. My teachers of the plant kingdoms have opened me up to a new way of journeying with Spirit and I am beyond grateful and in deep reverence for the powerful initiations they have led me through. My heart is of this world and everything I create is for planetary healing, remembrance and truth to be restored.
Plants are the keys to the inner mysteries! I do the most intimate work with Mugwort (Artemisia Vulgaris) and have had a rooted allyship with her for the past three years. I mostly work with non-psychoactive plant teachers from my homeland, Sweden, which are living by my side in the forest I reside. I have initiated relationships with the Ash tree, Oak, St Johns Wort, Pine, Forget Me Not, Iris Sibirica & White Lotus. I spent three months in The Amazon in 2022 where I dieted Tobacco for 60 days and the Ceiba tree for 12 days.
Apart from studying nature I also have a huge interest in Anthroposophy and Spiritual Science, I am a big fan of the works of Rudolf Steiner and deeply value the ancient mystery teachings as an important study to deepen my understanding of the true origin, history and evolution of The Earth and The Human being.
NaTuReS MaGICaL
WaY Of TeaChiNg
LiSteninG TO THE SOuL
& giving life to it through the creative channels
inTuiTiVe
CReatiVitY
Is a way to explore and communicate with your inner worlds. Through letting the moment guide your creative choices you can recieve messages from your soul and the inner worlds.
During my years of self-exploration one of my greatest teachers - along with nature - have been my creativity. It is a tool of great significance and a gift we are all born with. Everyone is creative and we can all use it to explore the inner worlds and develop a connection with the divine in our heart. We all have a unique soul essence and divine signature that can only be discovered and expressed individually - through deep inner listening, learning and creative action.