This has been a whirlwind! Wow.. somehow it feels incredibly soft, and somehow it feels incredibly hard. Rosemary feels like a warm blanket that is holding me through all the darkness I am experiencing. As I am travelling, every day has been quite different and all that has happened was so deeply reflective of the astrological sign that we were in that day. Incredible synchronicities! The confusion I wrote about after day 1 have slightly subsided.. the first four days definitely were the most intense, after that some joy came back. I read that a lot of you have also been feeling deep confusion and doubts around your romantic partnerships.. it‘s the same for me. and it‘s very tricky as we are travelling together and spend so much time
together.. there‘s no escaping. And I have an urge to run, but Rosemary has told me that there is still much to learn in this relationship. And I must learn to let go of trying to control his spiritual path.. Allowing him to have his space and trusting that things will turn out as they‘re supposed to. I just have this strong urge to know it all already… patience is a big theme that has come up! this delicate dance between letting things unfold and taking action where intuition calls me to. Cancer was the most difficult day for me so far.. and I realised later that my chiron placement is in cancer and that all the feelings that arose were related to that placement. On that day though, I took the courage to have a deep conversation with my partner and we both said that we feel some distance since I‘ve been going deeper and deeper into my spiritual path. I find it so difficult to know how to balance my human life with my spiritual one.. sometimes I get this urge to just abandon everything that I know and be on my own. But Rosemary has told me that my path is not one of solitude but of community building and that my urge to run away when things get murky is deeply intertwined with past traumas. So I am opening up and clearing this.. whilst also being in the murky waters of a relationship that feels wobbly but that has great potential…
Does anyone have any tipps or insights to how we can balance our human lives and our spiritual ones?
thank you all for being here.. it feels deeply nourishinh to be on this journey together. I feel so much gratitude for all your shares, they have helped me immensely when I was feeling so much confusion. Thank you💕✨
Hi dear sister.
Thank you for sharing about your unfolding journey and opening up your heart for us. I feel you and relate to the contemplations that have been arising for you. Finding our way into deeper connection with our soul and the relationships that we nurture in our life many times lead us explore a whole world of important questions and experiences to teach us how we are meant to grow within.
When it comes to finding balance between human and spiritual life - for me personally - since my life is very centered around integrating my spirit, I have had to deepen my understanding and knowledge around the spiritual sciences, which is that everything human is an effect of spirit. So to not separate these worlds but reconnect them into one unit. It has been important for my integration of the higher more subtle and spiritual dimensions. When I understand the spiritual nature of existence, this world, and my self, then I feel more capable of navigating my internal experiences and the initiations that spirit gives me along the way. My studies are mainly focused within the anthroposophical teachings - ageless wisdom and initiation wisdom - from Rudolf Steiner.
I also have my grounding practices and meditations etc, but there's something about reading and studying occult science that has a profound effect within the life of the soul and spirit. It changed everything for my when I started doing this 5 years ago. Along with my expanding relationship with the Earth Mother and the plant devas - these are the main support I am connecting with to integrate the soul.
Sending you my love for the continuing journey ahead ❤️