12 Holy Days with Rosemary - Community Portal

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Dear all,

I am still connecting with the Deva of Rosemary on a daily basis, by praying in front of my altar.

During the 12 Holy Nights, I was also working with an obsidian yoni egg. I do have a very strong connection with this stone. I was gifted an obsidian mirrow by another in Mexico, which is part of my altar and which I was called to use two days ago. An obsidian mirrow, for those who may not know, is a smooth obsisian "plate" cut in a round shape, in which you can see yourself, as if you were looking into a mirrow. It supports in seeing the shadow aspect of one's being.

Two days ago I was called to look into this mirrow and what surfaced was the anger that I was still holding against my mother. And that it is my choice, to hold on and…

I have not gotten to the "first day" yet. A fly is currently buzzing around and landing on me; conjuring peace for such a simple thing is quite a process and it is ongoing. Back to the other note: since 24Dec i decided to be in the journey. I have since been "super connected" all the way to having glimpses of "unconnectedness", from energetic to overeating and soooo close to throwing up literally leaning over the toilet... just from eating to much and not really bad foods either. Big changes are happening with my surroundings, with/for my dad and his surroundings as well. My inner galaxy has been flip flopping and i am doing my best to be here for whatever is happening. I have been creating a space where i can rest and be with rosemary. It has not happened in the way that i have tried to bring…

so good to make those preparations and the altar.. the meditation was powerful and i pulled a card for my process what touched me deeply.

i hope rosemary to help me going bravely the steps what are now necessary with many projects me and my partner have. And to manage and structure it in a good way, so the all day life with our little two year old son is harmonious..

I want to lose the shade what is inbetween me (capricorn and acvirgin!!) and making plans and structures. I'm thirty now and the latest daily structures are still from the art academy which i canceled after half a year to go traveling 😅

im excited for the coming days with her and all of you 💜🧡💛