hellloo :)
Hello Everyone :)
I am Frida, i live in Switzerland and am originally from Germany.
I started the journey yesterday on the 26th.
I had a quiet interesting start. :D i was so overwhelmend from all the informations and instructions on the website that i got afraid or also got the feeling of: ufff this might be too much for me. am i really ready for this??!! So i took the 25th to discover inside of me what my heart is wanting and needing, and loning for.
So i guess what hold me back from doing it was the fear of doing it wrong or not being good enough. or diving into something i don't even want or is too big for me.
but as you see i decided to start! and i am thankfull i did! The moment i build my altar and saw the beauty i was so filled with love in my heart. also i first connect to the rosemary in my garden was a beautiful moment.
i feel so good giving this plant so much love and care. and this insipires me so much to walk more with this care through the world. There is so beauty in connecting eith a plant on this heart level.. !
while cleaning i got really angry and sort of aggresiv some times. This happens to me often while cleaning. but once i started cleaning with the rosemary it fellt really holy.
what i also recognized is my backpain in the lower back and the neck. in the opening ceremony rosemary was telling me to stop holding myself so much. "Let life hold you" was the sentence what was coming in. it is about trust, letting go of perfectionsism...
Yes i guess this thought of not deserving this work or not giving enough respect towards the plant, or the fear of beeing in this journey out of a ego-state will. a lot of thoughtpatterns coming through which wants to be transform....
Thank you all for sharing all your experiences for so far. it was so nice to read them all and connect through that a little. Lets see how the journey continues. :) blesssinngs and lovvee💛
Wow, what an opening you had sister! This is beautiful in all the ways, from feeling and recognizing the core of your resistance to it, to then choosing to walk into it with trust and through personal choice to believe in yourself and the healing that this experience might bring you. Thank you for sharing it with us 💚