12 Holy Days with Rosemary - Community Portal

On day 2/3 when all that ancestral visceral grief came through my body this came through. I'm gunna turn it into a song. This is a new area for me, I have an album of lyrics and guitar and that's been "my thing"...but since getting into shamanic practices last year, all these visceral grief cries and primal sounds and vocal toning and sometimes strange languages want to come through. I find it hard to let it out as I can feel I've got issues with my throat Chakra and solar plexus, a story of its not ok/no permission to express myself held somewhere, unless its refined and makes sense. Like lyrics, but just sound, just emotion, somewhere in me believes thats not ok to be seen and to express. 8m glad music exists to transmute and release the raw emotions there are no words for but I've been asking rosemary, why do I struggle with expressing the emotion unless it's in a perfect package of eloquent words. Yesterday I felt my solar plexus burning after I drank and I released alot of emotion around these core beliefs. It's all very intangible at this point but alot is moving 🤍🌿🌿

I'm gunna gather the courage this year to create an album full of these strange languages and grief cries, inspired by Jenifer and other peoples beautiful transmissions of spirit in this group :)) I feel so shy about sharing that side of myself with the world, fear of judgement comes in alot- But mainly it's an internal belief blocking that, something internal feels lack of permission to be a channel for spirit and strange voices. This container has been really inspiring seeing people channel with their voices, gorgeous transmissions, sounds, enegy. Youve all inspired me so much with various things i struggle with. Mainly its felt so reassuring to know theres other people out there that feel nature, spirit, plants, the connection between them, other souls out there. Its brought me such joy and comfort and inspiration sharing this space. Thankyou thankyou Thankyou 🤍🤍🤍🌿🌿✨️💫💫💫 !!