12 Holy Days with Rosemary - Community Portal

Reflections on Taurus, saftey, body wisdom, instinct. I'd recently realised I didn't feel safe in my body, followed by reoccuring dreams being shown ancestral family healing needing resolve. Id been afraid to work with these dreams and darker energies, as in the past had many experiences with dark entities and since have been afraid to open myself up. So controlled. So afraid of the irrational... This past year strange voices and beings want to come through when I sing. Something is wanting to remember... but still this block After Jenifers video share I suddenly feel able recognise the difference between EGO and TRUTH, how it feels in my body. That share illuminated a blindspot, aligned me with my centre somehow. There are so many teachings about ego but I'd never been able to feel it.

I asked rosemary to support me with all this fear, these blocks of the ego, and as I drank, I cried. She showed me, you hold so much emotional hurt in your body. There is no space. Why do you hold? Let it go. Be empty.

I wonder if unconsciously it feels safer to hold and identify with all my pain, Than to just let go into MYSTERY and DIVINITY. Questions that came- who would i be if i let go of identity (ego and my pain) Just an empty vessel for grace? For spirit? Who am i. What is self. But I felt it, that place of truth. It feels old and it remembers things I've never been taught. This is such a beautiful unfolding...

I meditated after drinking and saw a being and felt it was rosemary. It was very psychedelic haha! THANKYOU. I wish we could all drink tea and talk about plants and spirits endlessly hehehehe xxx