Gratitude ✨🩵🦋
Hello sweet ones. I hope that your communion w the Spirit of Rosemary has been beautifully healing + transformative. I’m just popping on here today after being away for some time to express my heartfelt gratitude to Gwairoch, as well as to all of you brave + courageous warriors✨I am continuing my dieta w Rosemary, and not closing my Ceremony w her tonight ✨🩵🦋
This journey has been life changing in ways I could never have anticipated. Halfway through, I felt called into water fasting and chose to disconnect from social media + other distractions, dedicating three days to a fasting ceremony. There is so much that came through me during this time, and honestly, some experiences still remain beyond my ability to articulate in words!
My dreams have been so informative, delving deep into my subconscious and healing of past relationships. So much childhood trauma surfaced during this experience, including feelings of disconnection from my body, so much pain + disharmony there, particularly in my liver, kidneys, and womb. I found myself taken back into each and every past relationship that I have experienced, whether it involved food, friendships, substances, men, or my own body, revealing a common thread: there was no true foundation established. This lack of grounding…it was never modeled by my parents, nor were they shown by their folks how to build a lasting and strong foundation. This generational pattern has been carried through so many lives. I hold so much love for them + deep reverence for the journey that their souls have chosen to walk. During my fast, every time I sat by the altar, I found myself searching for the exact words to pray into the Deva of Rosemary… to Spirit, Mother, Father, God. I continuously asked, “Am I doing this right? Am I doing enough?” There was so much discomfort wrapped up in those questions, the more I questioned, the more chaos I seemed to create within myself. It was such an intense loop, and none of my tools seemed to work, as I was thinking my way through it, rather than feeling it. I placed my hands on my heart, and in that moment, I became a prayer—a living, breathing prayer. My whole being. No more words were needed. Presence and simply being. Rosemary has shown me how to accept + love all parts of myself. She has guided me in understanding how to deeply honour my sacred temple, my womb, who and what I allow into this sacred portal . I have never before experienced such profound intimacy, acceptance, unconditional love, and safety within my body and my entire being. The bliss + ecstasy. I am filled with so much peace, inspiration, and…. ease. My interactions with other human beings are now so very sweet and nourishing ✨ the beauty of creation that brings me to tears and make me sigh in AWE. My little me is so happy 🥹✨
Ahh, and this year, my guiding word is FOUNDATION. Mucho love for you, my beautiful Angels ✨🩵🦋Bowing to you all in deep reverence and gratitude. ✨🩵🦋💓 Jennifer, my dear sister ✨💓☀️ thank you so much!!!! 🥹
So profound. How beautiful. 🥰🙏🏻