Thank you, thank you, thank you
Hello sweet souls, I closed out my Rosemary portal four days ago but haven’t had the capacity to share until now. First and foremost thank you Jennifer for holding this sacred container for us to commune with The sacred plant of Rosemary. It was just the space I needed to receive an extra push to clean, clear and declutter. It was great seeing everyone’s shares and reading about their own personal journeys.
The journey started off strong but difficult and ended somber, stagnant and slower towards the end. I felt sad and guilty that I didn’t spend more time at my altar or connect deeper with the plant and then I felt Rosemarys presence saying “ You did enough, you did exactly what you needed to. I am always here when you need me”
Looking back at the past months of 2024 felt bittersweet for me as last year was a difficult year for me. It was a nice reminder to myself that I also experienced a lot of life, beautiful moments and accomplishments.
It’s so easy to disregard all the beautiful times you’ve had when you are in the thick of the more difficult spirals. Year 2024 really did feel like lots of dark night of the soul energy, rising from the ashes, and clearing the way for more to come through.
I feel proud to have avoided sugar, seed oils and spicy foods as best as I could, I was not perfect but that’s okay, there is no need to punish or get angry. I allowed myself compassion and forgiveness. I am capable of starting and finishing things that seem hard or that challenge me.
I am feeling more confident in speaking my needs, wants, and desires. Allowing myself to remember how sacred I am. That this vessel is so unique and special.
I have pivoted from creating sound healing spaces as I’ve allowed myself to explore my culinary arts passions and found through this diet that I have withheld my gifts from my community and myself. I have been trying to live a avatar that isn’t fully aligned with who I truly am. I am feeling the call to remerge and offer more spaces of sound healing, movement, and connection with my community. Upon moving to a different state I have very much hid and cocooned. This was all necessary for my evolution. I really did need some time and space to ground and hermit.
I feel stronger, tender, resilient, grateful, tired, passionate and inspired. 2025 I'm ready for you!
Much love to you all who have ended your journey and those who are still in it. You got this!
Warmest regards, Darlene 💛
