Not Even The First
I have not gotten to the "first day" yet. A fly is currently buzzing around and landing on me; conjuring peace for such a simple thing is quite a process and it is ongoing. Back to the other note: since 24Dec i decided to be in the journey. I have since been "super connected" all the way to having glimpses of "unconnectedness", from energetic to overeating and soooo close to throwing up literally leaning over the toilet... just from eating to much and not really bad foods either. Big changes are happening with my surroundings, with/for my dad and his surroundings as well. My inner galaxy has been flip flopping and i am doing my best to be here for whatever is happening. I have been creating a space where i can rest and be with rosemary. It has not happened in the way that i have tried to bring about. So here i am learning ...again... "do what you can do with what you have and be the eye of the storm".
"I may not create the "perfect" setting I had imagined but where I Am is the Perfect setting I NEVER imagined."
-me
The Journey:
Day 1 will be here and the storm might be with it 🥁
Much Love for your process. I assume you are exactly where you are meant to be.
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